angemon513

How long has it been? It's been a while, hasn't it? So much has come and gone in the last couple of years. I've been through a few hardships, and somehow, I'm still here. Still breathing. Anyone else would have given up long ago. And yet, here I am, about to welcome 2016. I wonder where the year will bring; what new tears I'll shed, what new anger. What new dreams and hopes.

Well, I'm back, after a very long and much needed break. I've got some new things I want to upload, and I will once I have interwebs up and running at my house (for the first time EVER SQUEE!!)

It's been a long road, this past year. I turned 25 last week on Thursday, and the day before I got stung by a bee  on the ankle. The ankle! I mean, come ON! What the F-Word!!*Swears dark vengeance against all bees The swelling's still a bit of a problem, but at least it's not itching anymore. Things around me seemed to have stabilized for the most part.

I'm with someone new, who surprised me with a laptop as an early birthday present, heh. It's pretty awesome, now that I think about it. We're haveing a few glitches here and there, but nothing too serious, and nothing that we haven't been able to work out through talking. his mom seems to like me/hate me all at the same time, which confuses the Hell out of me, but, oh well. C'est la viv'.

Like I said before, I'm going to start trying to post some new things, and try my hardest to update this journal, but you know how life can be sometimes.

Well, gotta run guys, my beau's here, and we're gonna go play beach volley ball.


Until next time!

Ciao bellos!

Maria Candelaria Ortiz; Friend, Confidant, Companion, Mother.
She will be greatly missed, but she'll always be loved.
February 2nd, 1957-June 6th, 2010
Well everyone, I just thought I would stop by and actually post a journal, just to let people know that, while I may not say things often, I'm still here, poking my nose in from time to time.

My mother passed away early June of this year, after suffering multiple cerebral infractions. For those of you who don't speak medical, or understand medical terms, that means she had strokes in her brain.

As I write this, I'm still finding it hard to believe that, she'll never be around for me to talk to, never be around to hug me like she always does. And even now, I can feel tears prickling at the corners of my eyes. I miss her so much.

I thought that at her passing, I thought that I was going sink into this black abyss that I wouldn't ever be able to get out of. Yet, I find myself hanging on. I haven't let that darkness consume me. But I think it's because I can hear her laughter, I can hear her wise words to me. Every time I was ever feeling down, or when I ever lost sight of the positive things in life, she would say,

"Mijo, al mal tiemop hai que dale buena cara" which means "Smile in the face of bad times"

And right now, I cling to those words, like I used to cling to her when I small child.

As far as my art goes, I'm going to be taking a break from posting anything new, but that doesn't mean that I haven't written a few ideas down. So please bare with me.

Hey everyone! How are all my peepls doing today? I know it's been ages since the last time I've done any updating on this old thing, but I've been busy with work, school, and life in general. Life with my new boyfriend, er, fiance', actually, heh, is pretty cool. He's back to work, and so far he hasn't mentioned any problems with co-workers. He's also gotten a new car, thanks to his dad, which I think is pretty cool.

My move out to PA was a no-go this year, but we're both hoping that once I get a new job either there or here, we'll be able to pool our money together to get an apartment for ourselves. He got our rings, but not the official rings yet, heh.

Well, if you guys have been poking around my page, you might have seen my latest works. I'm uploading something again today, a fan art piece that I'm (hopefully and willing) working on right now, so it's going to be a bit of a teaser, heh.

Well, I'll see you around later guys!

-One messed up Individual

Hey guys, whats up?

I know it's been forever since the last time I updated this thing, but I  haven't really had anything to post. Until now.

Anyway, this month of June I'm going to be moving out to Pennsylvania with my boyfriend. It should be within the next two to three weeks or so. I'm both really happy and really scared all at once, hehe. I hope that makes some kind of sense ;

So, I hope everyone's alright. I'll keep you posted when I finally do leave.

Catch you later guys!!